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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
2:22 am	fun day!! so i worked for a total of 5 hours! then i went to coffee with mandy from chi o... worked out... surprised billy at his house... oh yea got lost in clifton... good night! (Comment on this)
Monday, February 6th, 2006
3:44 am	good night good night good night!!! today i was just lazy around the house and loved it!! i didn't do much of anything and that's ok! billy was at work all day so i went to visit him and then we hung out. we went to applebees and met up with kelly... she's fun... her bf is the bartender so that's why we were there... wow the slowest i've ever seen applebees. anywho... steelers won.. that kinda sucks. WHO DEY! haha. after that billy and i went back to his place and hung out for a while... watched a little Ice Age. lol.... i asked him to rub my back and oh wow.... he threw me on the floor and kissed me... just as he kissed me... his brother walked by... how embarrassing! i hide under the covers for a while... thinking, if i can't see them they can't see me!! hahaha... it was funny. billy and kelly were joking about him and i getting engaged soon... which kinda upsets me. not that that's not what i want... but i don't like to be lend on a wild goose chase if you know what i mean. i don't want to think that it's coming soon because i know it's not. I don't deserve it, plus.... i just don't think it's coming soon... enough said. i have to work tomorrow... i know i say this all the time but i hate my job... well let me rephrase... i seriously am bored with my job... i need something different ya know... something that appeals to me more... maybe something in my field or whatever... just something different... well good night Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
10:42 am	wonderful night with mr wonderful wow! lastnight was the chi omega winter formal! we had it at the maddison north and it was stunning. the girls were so sweet and the guys talked to billy about going BETA!! hopefully he will!! anywho, billy looked amazing... he really took my breath away. my dress was kind of big so i was a little upset about that. all in all it was a good night. i'm real tired so i don't have much to say right now. (Comment on this)
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
8:45 am	good morning last night wasn't too eventful... i went to the homecoming meeting... billy and i are on court together which makes things exciting... i hope we get king and queen together but i doubt that will happen. then i went to english class where the teacher went on and on and on!!! there is this girl in that class that is THE most annoying person ever! she just burps and makes strange noises... i just wanna scream at her. then billy and i went out.. he got taco bell... i wasn't hungry... then we went and rented rebound... cute movie..but like always i fell asleep! i don't know what it is about movies but i can't ever finish a full movie... it could be something great like Bring it On ;) and i'd fall asleep! I feel bad bc billy rented it and i didn't watch all of it.... maybe if we rented movies in the middle of the day or in the early afternoon... lol... or maybe i'm just a crappy girlfriend who always falls asleep. Anywho, he and i had a heart to heart last night about deep dark secrets... i told him mine... i really don't think there are any more left... which i'm kinda upset about. I like having things that i know that i only know... i guess it's like having a relationship with myself. I liked knowing that only i knew... however i understand why he would want to know... i guess for the same reason i wanted to know his! i want to know everything about him, everything about his past, and everything about his future. i guess that's love. off to work. peace (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
6:16 pm	it's been awhile wow... yea it's been a long time since i've written in here.. but eh i guess it's better than ever to start again right?! anywho... what's been going on in my life?? nothing really.. i got back from disney... i'm STILL with billy... life is good... but billy writes in his journal and markes it private... it seems to be a real release for him... so i think i'll do the same.... i'm update the real thing now and then... but most of it i'll keep private. peace... on to class. -leah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
10:08 pm	haha why do i write in here anymore? listen to my story, facebook is awesome... much better than live journal i decided.... lol ;) Dirty Gerty came back from germany yesterday!! her flight was scheduled for 8 but she didn't come in until like 12ish... yea that kinda sucked but seeing her was awesome!! i missed her like woah! i leave for disney soon... i'm pretty excited except i don't know if i'll have a job when i get home. that kinda sucks... but whatever. new york and company seriously blows.... there are days i absolutely love working there and then there are some that i wish i was on welfare and living on food stamps... just kidding!!! but really i like most of the people i work with... there are a few associates that really just erg me. anywho, i've come to realization that i'm a very hard person to take. people don't understand my personality which is fine i guess but sometimes i just don't understand. there's this girl at work, cierra, i swear anything i do, she's looking over my back!! she's always watching what i'm doing, i understand her desire to excel and do well, however it's just down right annoying. well billy went to canada for the weekend and so i'm hanging out with him tonight i guess to catch up or whatever. i don't know. but i'm out. peace (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
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Friday, July 1st, 2005
9:55 pm	man oh man! so i haven't written in like forever... so i'll update everyone on my life. i just got back from camp. i'm a camp counselor and i've been one for a few years now. i absolutely love it. it's the most amazing thing ever. the campers are truly blessing my life in every way. i hung out with kelly brasington most of camp... she's awesome. i let her cut my hair... yea i have bangs now... um sweet?! anywho, i'm moving tomorrow to turpin.. my parents are moving into a bigger house and i'm going with them. 3 i leave for disney in 54 days. i'm very excited. i seriously can't wait to go. i love my friends here and i'll miss them, but i'm ready to see new things. billy and i went to the opera the other day. so beautiful. i loved it. we saw La Boheme. so good i recommend it. amy and i talked the other day and decided that we would be each other's accountability partners. what happens with that is that she'll call me and i'll call her and make sure we are straight with God and not putting ourselves in compromising situations with our boyfriends. i think it'll do us both good. i'm so confused on what i want right now. i just want to be left alone and be by myself to think, however i also just want to be with people. Tim Dunn, the youth minister at my church seriously pissed me off all week. ahh i'm so glad that i finally get to get away from him. well that's enough complaining. peace out cub scout. Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
11:06 pm	eventful day wow today was crazy. probably on of the worst days of the summer. so this morning i have to fight with my mom to take me to work because my car broke down. then at work a girl doesn't show up so i'm by myself until emily got there at 12.... keep in mind that we are the busiest between 11 and 2... so it wasn't too bad but working on 2 people wasn't good. then i called my mom and she REFUSED to come pick me up.... i don't know why but she did. she told me to take the bus.... which i wouldn't mind... buuuut i don't know what bus i ride or anything. so i didn't. i called everyone i knew and finally my aunt picked me up. we went to lunch and that wasn't good because she just complained and i was already in a pissy mood. my aunt drops me off at my house and i walk in only to find my mother SITTING ON HER BUTT EATING RICE CAKES AND WATCHING TV.... that pissed me off to no end. so then i went and got ice cream with my girls which made me happy but also pissed me off. i was happy because i was with my ladies and i love them but it pissed me off that lauren is leaving and i won't be able to spend time with her aaannnd i ate ice cream which is so many calories over what i'm able to have.... so i felt like a huge cow. so then i hang out with lydia which was fun because i helped her unpack and we talked and i slept as she ate!! lol. then i finally talk to billy for .5 seconds for the first time in 2 days which is really pissing me off. i'm sure there is a valid reason but it just scares me. ahhhh i'm so insecure. also... PEOPLE NEED TO STOP SAYING SHIT ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE. I SERIOUSLY WILL BEAT SERIOUS ASS IF I HEAR ANOTHER THING... NOT EVEN KIDDING.... NO SERIOUSLY... DON'T BE JEALOUS AND TALK SHIT... wow that felt good... anyway, i'm not the angry type but seriously people... what two people do is seriously not anyone else's business... i don't know who said what to who... or who is making it up... but if i hear another thing... heads will roll.... anywho, i had conditioning today... which i'm not supposed to be back for 6 more weeks because of my fractured elbow... but i went back anyway... i could only do a few backhandsprings because of my elbow... but whatever at least i threw them. it sucks i have to leave for disney because i won't be able to compete with my college this year. i know i can't cheer at games, but at least i would want to compete ya know... i worked so hard to get tumbling and perfect everything... it just sucks. anyway, josh (our trainer) kicked our butts.... he put me on a diet because i asked him too... i'm tired of being the biggest one on the team.... lol tiffany trained with us which confused me because she quit cheering to be on the uc dance team... yea strange... i mean she's a great dancer but i want her to cheer with me!!! lyd and i are going to run in the morning so i probably should go to bed... night. Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
1:46 pm	it's been awhile wow so last night was seriously sooo funny!! omgsh i love it when my top apples are in town. So the day starts off like anything other day, i hung out with billy for a while, i can't remember if i went to school or not... yea i'm ready for summer. well then the girls and i met at laurie'a house to meet where i finally started my facebook account. it's about dang time... lol lauren helped me finally learn how to check my school email... aaaannnnnd emil was apparently drunk on something. we went to the place we always go to... newport and we saw "the sisterhood of the traveling pants".... sooo good. it made me laugh, it made me cry, and it made everyone fall in love with Micheal Randy... wow greek men. it was like the whole movie theater bonded... it was all girls and we laughed together and everything. it was soo funny... omgosh... laurie went off on the slacked-jawed mouth breather that gave us tickets. hahahaa she was sooo rude to the person... i kinda felt bad. ahh it was great! i loved it! then we went to ihop and emil spilled her water all over the table and basically people thought we were probably drunk! lol. anywho lauren taught us all about sex and rubber gloves and penile-vaginal intercourse. it was great. long story short... i love my top apples. Oh ps... BOYCOTT GREAT AMERICAN COOKIE COMPANY. all the girls there hate me and nobody knows why... yea it's kinda strange.... so don't get your cookies from there... don't even get their water... the girls are dicks.... here's the story. so this weekend i'm going to a wedding and i wanted billy to go with me. he asked off like a month ago and they told him that when the date gets closer, they will have someone to cover for him. well... now no one will cover for him because of me. all the girls there hate me so they won't help him out... even when they know he would do it for them. bitches. ah. so now i'm going to a wedding dateless.... sweet. (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 28th, 2005
2:33 am	top apples. what a day!! i had class... which was actually fun. accept people that i usually talk to between classes were being dicks... actually just one person... i think he knows who he is. Anyway, billy... it's not you don't worry. After class i ate with billy... that was fun because i was super hyper because i went back on diet pills... they seriously mess with my heart. I'm having the hardest time breathing. anywho, emil and lauren came over and we hung out by the pool and caught up on old times. lauren got whipped cream all over me. it was hot. i talked to her about transferring to OU... i'm thinking about it... maybe. then we went to lauren's house and played Dream Phone and ate cookies that we homemade... Alan the chinaman had a crush on me. It's true love... i cheated on billy with him hahahaaa.... lol we watched a movie with emil and lauren. ;) haha just kidding.. but alan the chinaman really did have a crush on me. the first time bob had a crush on all of us... but he was too much to handle. tomorrow i'm going to rookwood with emil and lauren then to work. then a huge group of us are going bowling... you're all invited... except umm nope everyone is invited... peace out cub scouts. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 26th, 2005
2:05 am	great night!!! wow tonight was a great night!!! i had an awesome time!! after school i went to work for a little bit, then i went to limited for some pant shopping. Apparently i sat in make-up or something, a woman from the mall pointed it out, she said that this thought i started my period.... nope just make-up lol. So i went to limited to get some pants before my hot date with lauren and emil. I'm too short for the pants and their capris look like high waters on me long story short... i didn't get any pants. I went home and changed then went to emil's house and picked her and lauren k up. Funny, we were all in white tops and jeans... how cute are we?! lol. so we went to johnny rockets and man... they are expensive for how little you get... and for them not being a high-class restaurant. The manager yelled at me for singing in their restaurant... she's a turd. anyway, then we talked with JERRY SPRINGER... yes i know he's trashy.. but how fun is that? lol he was with some sketchy man... yea. so then we got some ice cream at coldstone and saw a movie. We saw "crash" omgosh... it's such a good movie. It makes you think twice about how you treat people and racism. I even cried in a part of the movie. wow it was amazing. then after leaving newport, we drag raced this group of guys... of course i won... (i don't think they knew we were racing)but who cares... i won!!! then we went back to emil's house and it was there i realized that i had on two different shoes on... lol same color just different flip-flops... yea i felt dumb!!! lol i'm glad it was just them though. Anyway, we played dream phone for the rest of the night and it was soo much fun. I learned that tyler had a crush on me!! whoop whoop!! lol anyway, also... lauren is turned on my Mercedes and toyotas... lol!! much love!! i'm out! Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
6:32 pm	what a weekend. wow so on thursday, practice was rough... i pulled my groin muscle... i didn't even know i had one... lol ;) jk... and poor Jade broke her ankle. Then on Friday I was over billy's house and i fell off the trampoline and FRACTURED MY ELBOW!! omg i'm in bad shape... lol so i'm basically useless... lol i had to work yesterday and today with a brace on. it was interesting. today this person came into Ny&co and was shopping and whatnot. then my boss came over to me and said "you see that person, that's a man"!! holy crap!!! it was! i mean he was a very good looking woman if i may say so myself... but i wanted to throw up everywhere. i have no tolerance for gays, lesbian, bisexuals, or anything else of that matter. ew. so yea that was funny. but the day wasn't done... this black guy came in with his mom and was shopping around. i helped them out and what i could to get sizes and whatever... then the black dude comes like 2 inches away from me and says, "oh girl i bet your husband is proud of you".... uhhh what do you say to that?! i told him i didn't have a husband but that my girlfriend was. lol... that's what i always do... like at the club or whatever... if a guy will hit on me... i'll tell them i have a girlfriend and i seriously hate the penis... cause they don't care if you say you have a boyfriend or whatever... but tell them that you hate penises... they'll leave you alone. Yesterday a woman told my boss that was i was being a bitch to her... lol her words were, "that girl is a bitch"... my boss is so funny... she was like "well ok". i love my new job but the people that come in there are seriously GHETTO!!! no joke! ohhh my ladies were in town yesterday!! laurie, lydia, dirty gerty, and i (the 4 L's!!) all went to dinner at don pablo's... it was soo good.... lol we told the waiter it was lydia's 21st birthday and they got her up on her chair and sang to her... lol it was awesome. then we went back to laurie's and hung out. the mexican food really made us tired. we saw these 4 older woman and decided that's what we're going to look like when we're older... the woman were so cute. i was the blond with the cute purse. :) well that's all folks... Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
11:55 pm	wednesday with my ladies Emil, Ashely, Laurie, and Lauren are in town!!! whooop whooop!! tonight we hung out!! it was great... we went on a hot date to Friday's to eat then back to laurie's for some board game fun!!! hahahaaa we are dorks!! for the record... i suck at "Scene it?".... and lauren my friend... you aren't the best at it!! i still have 2 skips to use on you!!! I hung out with billy for a little bit today... it was so relaxing... ;).... lol.... hehe.... Anyway, at school... i saw the most disgusting sight ever... i'm not going to mention what it was... but only the fact that it was nasty and it was something i never want to see again.... lol. i have cheer practice tomorrow... i'm still sore from sunday's practice.... good news is that billy and i practiced my tumbling on his trampoline and i'm getting the hang of tumbling... lol. so tomorrow is my dad's birthday and well i didn't get him anything... i guess i should to that... well i'm out cya. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
9:47 am	what a weekend. wow so friday night i went out. i hung out with amanda (and jess for a little bit). Amanda and i couldn't stop laughing when we saw eric run into the screen door!!! hahahhaa... omgosh i almost peed myself. then we went to ihop... grrr it seriously took like an hour and a half to get our food to us. our waitress said it was because she forgot to put our order in... what the crap!! so then the manager pays for our meals... which was nice. i stayed the night there. i woke up and amanda was going to be late for work so we rushed to get ready. this crazy girl kept calling amanda... haha it reminded me of melissa dowd... now that's a crazy girl. if anyone knows her... you probably should stay away and keep your boyfriend away!! she's trouble. my parents talked to me yesterday... they said "clean the kitchen before you go to work"... what crap. i wanted to punch them in the face... grrrrr. i'm taking billy's advice... i'm going to hug and kiss my sisters more. i started with yesterday... yea it was awkward but jenna was all smiles.... it was cute. today i have to open and close the store all by myself. i'm a little nervous. so if you want to stop by you can... tower place 12-5. i'll be there from 1130-6. so yea. i have cheerleading tonight... it's going to be fun... i just don't know how to get there!! c ya. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Friday, May 13th, 2005
2:23 pm	and yet i am still the hated child. not much has changed from last time. except that i went to grandma bradner's house again... i showed her pictures and what not. i'm going to find my mother. i found out that i have 2 younger brothers and 2 younger sisters... which is more than what i thought from before. stories aren't adding up and things are so confusing. billy and i went to find her old house... she just got evicted in january. grrr. i just seem to miss her. billy has been a huge help in all of this. wow if i didn't have him i don't think i'd be able to do this.... it's a scary thing ya know? I worked downtown lst night... and got scared because i took the wrong exit and ended up by kings island... lucky me my uncle doug knows his way around there... i called him up and things were fine. Dirty Gerty called me today and told me a crazy story.. she's a DG at ou and well ya know... the stories are always good. well i need to go to work so i'll update later... c ya Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
10:32 pm	my parents hate me today was seriously one of the worst days of my life. no really. not kidding. let's start off from when i woke up. i woke up only to be an hour late for work. yea not good. then when coming home from work i lost my parking stub so i had to pay $15.00 to park... grrrr! then, i almost ran over a woman because I WAS GOING THE WRONG WAY DOWN A ONE WAY STREET... well not for a long time because i turned around and RAN OVER A CURB... so i'm basically embarrassing myself in front of these business people. Then on the way home, my parents find my pictures of my biological mother... and ream me for that... my mom was hurt, which was understandable... however i'm sure they all hate me now... they aren't talking to me at the moment. sweet right. well then i'm on my way to school and i go to class and talk about erectile dysfunctions... not a topic i want to talk about today. then i get to my car only to realize that i had locked my keys in my car. i suck at life right about now.... so basically all day has been in tears. Well then i go to work on my speech before class and it has a virus on it. so i was basically screwed. well it turned out to work finally and i go to class only to give the WORST speech of my life. i actually saw my teacher yawn. sweet. so now i'm waiting to go over my best friend's house to sit and hang out. So today sucked real bad... i seriously hate myself today. i kinda wish i weren't here... sometimes i think about if i weren't a part of this family... like if i were a part of a different family... my parents would be so much more happier. i swear... i'm the devil child. Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Monday, May 9th, 2005
11:38 pm	my first day! things are moving so rapidly it's crazy. Yesterday (mother's day) i found my biological grandparents on my biological mother's side! isn't that awesome!! now all i have to do is find my biological mother!! they were seriously the nicest people. they were so welcoming and warm. my grandma myrtle is so cute and my grandpa jack is really funny. i met some cousins of mine and an uncle. if anyone knows of a bradner from glen este... those are my cousins!!! :) billy went with me and he was my sole support. he said everything i couldn't and made sure i was safe. he's awesome. so i'm definitely going to keep in contact with my grandparents and hopefully find my mother. wow. yea that was emotional. my parents don't know yet and i don't know when i'll be able to tell them. I started my new job today. it was fun. vine street really isn't all that bad. i'm not on the bad side.... buuut i do need to watch my back in the parking garage. well i don't really have much to say except that i'm really tired and umm yea i'm going to bed. night. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 7th, 2005
1:17 am	friday!! wow so today after class... i decide to skip class and judge cheerleading tryouts at milford jr. high. While i was there, i was offered a coaching position for the 7th grade!! i didn't take it because i'm leaving for disney, however, i will help out over the summer. the girls were so cute. milford's program is so good and i would love to be a strong part of it. I saw an old coach from anderson... i'm not sure she was too excited to see me... buut she did ask me to help out at nagel's cheerleading tryouts. i'm super pumped about that too!! i love cheerleading... and hopefully i can open up my own all-star gym and win HUGE trophies!!! lol. anywho, then i went to Billy's little sister's dance show. she was so good... and i saw a bunch of other people that i knew dancing. wow... it was really good. then billy and i went and got ice cream... mine made my stomach hurt... but what else is new? i came home and billy when to a party. I have to work in the morning and i wasn't invited to this amelia party (bummer?!) so i stayed home and rested. Tomorrow... i'm with LyDiA!!! that's right my friends.... one of my ladies is in town!!! i'm sooooo super pumped... i work 3-close (it's my last day at limited too!!!!!!!!!) and then i'm going to be with her and we are going to have a BlAsT... we have yet to decide what we're doing but i do know that Amanda wants to hang out too... she's always a blast so i'm sure we'll have fun. Wow, i can't wait until my girlies come home from school... i'm soooo lost here without them!! arg, woman i miss you all sooo much.... it's like i'm incomplete lol. ok so the attachment is strong... but they are like my support system... if i have a problem... i run to them. GiRlS... ReMeMbEr I lOvE yOu!!! lol. anywho, i'm not gonna drink... i'll just dress cute and have fun. honestly... i hope it's just the girls tomorrow... because i think i have more fun when i party with just girls and i'm not drinking... i don't know i know it's kinda weird but i love it. lol.... actually i don't know what i'm saying because i'm pretty tired and my contacts are drying up so i can't read the screen very well!!! hahahaaa.... JUSTIN ROBBINS... IF YOU ARE READING THIS... WE NOW HAVE PERMISSION... LET'S GET SOME COFFEE!!!!!! hahahahahahhahaaa!!!!!!!!!!! peace out cub scouts! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
7:29 am	all is well everything turned out for the best yesterday. i was just being paranoid as usual. everything is fine and the world is back to being perfect. wow though... i am seriously paranoid about a lot of things. lol. i don't know i guess i just care a lot about what people are thinking and what will be said ya know. i just want to be that perfect girl! i talked to billy last night. he made me feel 340978% better. (THANKS MAN!) yea. he's awesome!! no really rocks. i thought about why i don't hang out with the groups i used to... and i came to the conclusion that i don't hang out with the group of people i hung out with when i dated bryan... because it would cause conflict with billy and i. i'm willing to lose that. i'm not saying that they weren't awesome people or that i wouldn't want to hang out with the, i just know that it would pose a conflict on the relationship between billy and i. and i don't want that to happen. the boys at turpin i hung out with... well they were in my drunken years. lol. but really. i understand that they were fun and i loved hanging out with them, however i know that, that's not the right path that i should be on. i don't think i would have trouble with awkward feelings anymore... i've found something greater. wow. i'm so happy. nothing can take this away from me!! woooo!! I LOVE YOU MAN! Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)